*huge hugs for you* I'm also strugling with suicidal thought (okay maybe even actual plans how to do it). Maybe you could try to go to new places? First just the nearby places, like a coffee shop, where you can sit for yourself and inspect the people and later interract with them (you choose your tempo, of course ;D) And later go to more places that are more far away from what you know. Or how about booking a three days spa trip either for one person or two? You don't have to travel hunderts of kilometers to see/ find new things (you can, if you want to) you can try it with 100 meters. Sorry, if my message doesn't make a lot of sense. But, if you need a person who can and will listen, than I'm here. Sending you more big hugs!! <3
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I'm also strugling with suicidal thought (okay maybe even actual plans how to do it).
Maybe you could try to go to new places? First just the nearby places, like a coffee shop, where you can sit for yourself and inspect the people and later interract with them (you choose your tempo, of course ;D) And later go to more places that are more far away from what you know. Or how about booking a three days spa trip either for one person or two?
You don't have to travel hunderts of kilometers to see/ find new things (you can, if you want to) you can try it with 100 meters.
Sorry, if my message doesn't make a lot of sense. But, if you need a person who can and will listen, than I'm here.
Sending you more big hugs!! <3