I will. I'm trying to find my next goal. For some reason, holidays seem like the worst times for me. I'm trying to make my resolutions for New Years soon, so I'm attempting to push aside negatives right now. My friends tell me I have a bad habit of apologizing for everything. lol. I wish the best for your son. This is a rough place to be, and he deserves better than this. Thank you for the hugs and well wishes. It really does help.