*hug* Thank you so much for your advice and support. I know what you're saying is right. That's part of the reason I made that list, to remind myself that there are things worth hanging on for. I'll be able to get past this. I was just having a rougher-than-normal few days, and sometimes it gets hard to see that things will get better, even when I know deep down, they will. I usually have healthier coping skills than that, but my mind was in a grey spot. Things are a little better today.