*hugs* Thank you so very much for the hugs and love. I really appreciate them. Yesterday was full of mixed emotions for me, but spending time with my nephews kept my mind off the hurt for awhile. Then, I came home and cried. It was both better and worse than I was thinking it would be, but I'm still wondering where the time went. It still feels like it just happened, and then I blink and a year has gone by. sometimes I really wonder about life.