I've had my fair share of weird experiences, too. I know that life goes on beyond this realm, and that really does help a lot. It's hard to be the one left behind, but I'm thankful and grateful that my dad isn't in pain, no matter how much the selfish side of me wishes he was here to talk to. Thank you so much for your kindness and support. It means more than I can say. *hugs and cuddles*