Bah Humbug!

[bleedingangel84]

I got a cold for Christmas. Really. True evidence of Murphy's Law at play. Oh, well. Good news is that I'm getting better really quickly. (Insert profuse thanks for a superlative immune system here). In other news, my father is still sick. I'm hoping that he will keep his word and go to the hospital today. I'm so frustrated with him at this point that I'd really like to hurt something, and I'm generally not a violent person. At all. 

Christmas this year felt like...not. It could've been any other day. The best part of it was getting to see my nephews. I love those two little boys with everything in me.They are my heart. If not for them, I could very easily give up on everything. I've felt that way so much recently.  It would probably scare me if I wasn't feeling numb, but I'm trying to keep positive in all this. I'm thankful for my family, even though certain attitudes of theirs make me beyond angry.They love me in their own way, and I do appreciate that. Even when I feel like an alien in the company of my relatives. I swear, sometimes I wonder if we even speak the same language.

In any case, that's enough ranting. I hope everyone had a good holiday.

Comments

[veritas03.livejournal.com]

If not for them, I could very easily give up on everything. I've felt that way so much recently. It would probably scare me if I wasn't feeling numb, but I'm trying to keep positive in all this.
This worries me. Sounds like what my son has been dealing with. Please take care of you. Please.

[veritas03.livejournal.com]

omg - my friends and family tell me that I have a bad habit of apologizing for everything too. I think I've gotten better about it though. Oh well, it's not the worst thing, right? Thanks for the mention of my son. You deserve better too. *hugs*

[bleedingangel84.livejournal.com]

No, it's not the worst thing. I really hope that your son continues to improve. Depression is an awful thing to experience, especially long-term. Thank you for telling me I deserve better. *hug*