Skulls and Angels

I have tried in various ways to share how I feel with them. I've spoken with them about it so much to the point that even thinking about bringing the subject up is discouraging. I've told people in my family how this has affected me. The problem is that they don't know how to be any other way with me. They're afraid to allow me more independence. I've addressed the subject many times, but I don't know what kind of solution to offer. I kept hoping things would change if I brought it to their attention, but things haven't. It feels rather like beating my head against a brick wall sometimes Sometimes I think it might be easier for me emotionally if they didn't care quite so much. As it is, I feel quite guilty for feeling the way that I do, but at the same time, I honestly can't help feeling these things.