I feel like bawling

[bleedingangel84]

That's all. I want to cry until there is nothing left, I'm anxious and antsy and waiting for the dam to bust. It would be such a relief to just cry and dissolve this fucking damn tension inside.

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[digthewriter]

HUGS!

[bleedingangel84.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much <3

[0idontknow0]

All of the hugs for you.

[bleedingangel84.livejournal.com]

<3 Thank you very much

[lyonessheart.livejournal.com]

That really makes me want to cook you a hot chocolate with lots of marshmallows and then just bundle you up in a warm wolly blanket so that you can cry your heart out. I don´t know you in real live but I am sending you a virtual hug {Hug}

[bleedingangel84.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much. I really appreciate that. *hug*

[alexicyn.livejournal.com]

HUGS and pets you. Sometimes that is just what the body needs, a good, old-fashioned, cry.

**HUGS**

[bleedingangel84.livejournal.com]

*HUGS* Thank you so much. I have heard from relatives much too often that crying doesn't help things, and that just makes me feel worse for feeling the need to do it anyway. I really appreciate the support.

[alexicyn.livejournal.com]

Maybe for them it doesn't solve anything, and that is all well and good. I know that everyone is different. AND I would say if all you were doing was throwing pity parties, my answer might be different.

HOWEVER... I see you as a tough person who tries really hard, and sometimes life just gets the better of you. That happens to all of us at one time or another. HUGS I know when I get really bad, I either cry, or throw shit around, or both. LOL My poor pillows get the HADES beat out of them when I get in that mood!

Cry if you need to. Cry, and beat the hell out of something until the tears turn to laughter... that is usually what happens to me. Then I put on one of my can't be upset if I wanted to be songs (Walking on Sunshine usually does it) then I'm good until the next round of WTF that life decides to toss my way.

I've been using that method for about the last 25 years and it seems to work OK for me. Try it if you like. It's kept me from killing many a person... though I do still fantasize sometimes about what it would be like if I could just blow them up with my mind.... :D Hey, we all have different coping mechs. :D

HUGS

[bleedingangel84.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Thank you so much for leaving such supportive comments. I know I probably sound like a broken record, but it does mean a lot to me.