Struggling

[bleedingangel84]

A/N: Trigger Warning- Graphic scenes of self injury described in poetic format. I'm having a hard time lately, but I have not self-injured lately, nor do I intend to. I just had to find a way to deal with myself, and I figured writing was less messy than cutting, so I wrote this.

Waking up to a grey day-

Feeling trapped within her skin-
animal-
wild-
feral-

Chaos brain-
anguish-
scattered thoughts-
broken dreams-

Peace comes-
on a blade,
sharp edges-
carving lines and
Xs-

Blood rises up-
in splotches-
perfectly round-
somehow calming.

She feels-
human-
for
another day.