Skulls and Angels

Thank you very much for always leaving such thoughtful comments. It means a lot to me. Some sleep did help me feel a little better, but I'm still struggling. I can relate to what your sister feels. I feel the same way. Generally when I contemplate suicide, I end up talking myself out of it because I'd just have to come back and face the same shit again under worse circumstances. I really don't want to do that. Plus, I can't tolerate the thought that my family would feel guilty if I did act on my thoughts. I think about suicide, but I don't know that I could ever bring myself to carry it through. It just doesn't seem worth it when it wouldn't do anything good in the long term. I know that when I'm thinking logically, but sometimes the other stuff gets overwhelming. Last night was rough, but I was able to get some sleep, which is usually one of the things that helps. I'm not completely better yet, but I feel like I'm getting there, slowly. I really appreciate you taking the time to respond and share. Thank you so much!