Skulls and Angels

Actually, that whole thing with the paintball course sounds like a wonderful idea to me. I know that crying is healthier than cutting, but I can't seem to cry when I need to or want to. My tears tend to make appearances at the most inconvenient times. I know that cutting doesn't work long-term, and it has its own consequences that are less than pleasant. I generally employ healthier coping skills these days, but I've just been through more than my usual stressors lately, so the thought of cutting seems more appealing than it has in long time. But I know that just because i have a thought doesn't mean I have to act on it. I may even want to act on it, but I don't have the energy to deal with the mess that would accompany said action. You don't sound like a shrink, and I'm grateful that someone cares enough to talk sense into me when I can't do it myself. Thank you so much for everything. I can't tell you how much I appreciate the hugs and support. <3 *hugs*