Shutdown

Empty deep inside
Technology saves my sanity
All at once a barrier-and a
connection.

Malfunctioning computers
start the voices in my
head-

Worthless child, you fail-AGAIN

God, how I want to make myself hurt-to bleed,
as if that will make things right.

Tears fall from my eyes.

God, how fucking pathetic are you?
Whining, snivilling bitch.
You call this a problem?


The constant derision is
on a loop in my head.

SHUTDOWN.