Thinking too much

I'm having one of those days where my brain is full of too many things. I wish I could just cry, but crying is not easy. It would be healthier than any other fucking thing thing I'm tempted to do right now. I feel like my entries lately have been too maudlin. It's odd, because my life is honestly better than it has been in years. I guess I'm just not used to feeling this much. I've been so numb for so long that feeling anything seems a little strange, and now it seems like I'm feeling everything. I'm happy to feel again, but it's a little overwhelming sometimes.