Dec. 13th, 2012
Some Random Poetic Something
Dec. 13th, 2012 11:43 pmMy life's a dichotomy,
an exercise in irony,
nothing is quite as it seems
especially not me.
yesterday I lied
Today truth is on my lips
tomorrow, I'll speak gibberish
and talk to the voices in my head
I'll give birth to a story
pushing and pushing
I think it's a lump of shit
but it turns out it's a baby.
The book is full of characters-
lovely, sick, beautiful
or beautifully insane-
all in my head
whispering.
The crazy girl-
she writes,
sells dreams like they
were reality.
Sexuality is dirty.
Religion binds her mouth.
She wants-
She loves-
But is it right?
She wants to cut-
thinks it will purify her-
washed in the BLOOD-
Jesus Christ, what a gruesome
thought.
All we need is love,
not sacrifice-
Why is there death
at the center
of something meant to
renew us?
Visions of crucifixion
don't make for easy sleep.
More like nightmares-
That breed fear
kept me trapped- so long
can't breathe.
Jesus looking over my shoulder.
He loves us all-
But the wicked burn in hell-
We hate those that hate him-
when he said to love
ALL-
If that's your love,
i'll take indifference.
an exercise in irony,
nothing is quite as it seems
especially not me.
yesterday I lied
Today truth is on my lips
tomorrow, I'll speak gibberish
and talk to the voices in my head
I'll give birth to a story
pushing and pushing
I think it's a lump of shit
but it turns out it's a baby.
The book is full of characters-
lovely, sick, beautiful
or beautifully insane-
all in my head
whispering.
The crazy girl-
she writes,
sells dreams like they
were reality.
Sexuality is dirty.
Religion binds her mouth.
She wants-
She loves-
But is it right?
She wants to cut-
thinks it will purify her-
washed in the BLOOD-
Jesus Christ, what a gruesome
thought.
All we need is love,
not sacrifice-
Why is there death
at the center
of something meant to
renew us?
Visions of crucifixion
don't make for easy sleep.
More like nightmares-
That breed fear
kept me trapped- so long
can't breathe.
Jesus looking over my shoulder.
He loves us all-
But the wicked burn in hell-
We hate those that hate him-
when he said to love
ALL-
If that's your love,
i'll take indifference.