Things I wish I could say...
Jul. 4th, 2015 12:28 amI carry a broken heart inside,
Still beating--rhythm unbroken,
panfully throbbing.
You say faggot, and then
Tell me you love me
with your next breath.
I pray inside,
let the floor open up
and swallow me whole.
I am different,
when you want me
to be as you are.
I cannot be.
I will not be.
Everyone should be free.
I carry the scars
from your words
on my body.
Are you happy
when you shatter me?
I want to die.
And yet,
Here I sit.
Crying.
Surviving.
I will be.
I will thrive.
In spite of you.
Still beating--rhythm unbroken,
panfully throbbing.
You say faggot, and then
Tell me you love me
with your next breath.
I pray inside,
let the floor open up
and swallow me whole.
I am different,
when you want me
to be as you are.
I cannot be.
I will not be.
Everyone should be free.
I carry the scars
from your words
on my body.
Are you happy
when you shatter me?
I want to die.
And yet,
Here I sit.
Crying.
Surviving.
I will be.
I will thrive.
In spite of you.