Falling apart and coming together

So...my life has lately been and odd series of highs and lows. I can't really in all honesty say that I've been unhappy, but, at the same time, I don't know that I'm really happy, either. Mainly, I suppose I feel puzzled.  Some of my old non-healthy coping mechanisms have re-asserted themselves again, and I don't really know what triggering this.

There are lots of good things happening in my life, I have support, my attitude has in general been much more positive, so why is this happening? Why am I letting this happen? I wish I knew. It's the first time this has really happened when I haven't been aware of what's causing it.

Lessons from Mother Moon

A/N: I have no idea where this came from. I've never written one quite like this, so feedback and concrit is heartily welcome. I like the concept of this, but I'm not entirely sure of the execution. The idea made me feel peaceful, but I'm not sure I've done it justice. Opinions are welcome, even if you think it's shitty.

Dreaming of a world
far beyond this flesh-
she awakens to the
shining light of
the maternal moon-
who looks upon her
tears-with gentle love.

"Daughter, why do
you cry?"

"The night is long,
mother moon, and I sit here
alone."

"Daughter, fear you not
the solitary life, for
the entire world exists
within and around you."

"But mother,"
she wails, "how do I
take it?"

"Simply, my child,
by reaching out a hand."