Why, oh why....

I love, love, love, James Sutton as an actor. I loved his character on Hollyoaks, especially the McDean storyline. It's so nice to see he's back on for a bit now. But, whyyyyy? Why did they have to split John Paul and Craig up? That and the storyline with Hannah's eating disorder is what attracted me to Hollyoaks to begin with. Now, Hannah has been taken out of it as well. It just makes me sad. I'm actually a bit glad now that I live in the United States and can't access the show as easily. 

Anyway, that's just a bit of a fan rant.

This is the last day of 2012.

And I'm a bit bored. And a bit lonely.

Meh. Oh, well.

I intend to make a separate post with my resolutions.

New Year's Resolution post of Doom, 2013

So, as promised, I am making a post of New Year's Resolutions I think I did a decent job of sticking to the ones I made last year, so I'm going to post some more for 2013 and see if I can't do an even better job of things. I'm going to try to keep them doable, so hopefully I'll stick to them.

1) Listen to more music.

This one is pretty self-explanatory. Music makes me happy. I need a lot of happy, so lots of music seems logical.

2) Laugh more often.

This is a carry-over from last year's list. Again, self-explanatory. Laughing from joy is something I need more of in my life.

3) Trust myself to be good.

This one is the hard one for me. Too often, I feel like the world's most evil person. This has a lot to do with some completely wretched and awful experiences I had as a young teen that come back to bite me in the ass every so often. Somewhere deep inside of me, I think that I'm inherently evil, just because I was born. This is completely not logical. I want nothing to do with hurting any man, woman, child, animal or being on this planet. I am not inherently bad, nor do I believe that the rest of humanity is bad. Everyone deserves love, and that includes loving myself.

4) Drink more fluid.

I tend to dehydrate easily. I've never quite had the eating or drinking habits of a normal person. I figured if I put this on my resolutions list, I'd be more likely to do it.

5) Do More Yoga and exercise

Healthy body, healthy mind.

Hope you all have a brilliant New Year!