Disconnected
Dec. 28th, 2011 11:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
bleedingangel84Isolated and alone, anxiety thrumming-
veins open and bleeding-
smiling face-
tells a lie.
Thoughts are grey-
swirling mist, white vapor-
Want someone to say it's okay-
Just to be.
Tight knots
in my stomach-
coiled and writhing-
like poisonous snakes.
The whys are unknown-
nothing matters here-
in my room-
Barriers resting-
protective and stifling-
between reality-
and this thing called--
Me.
veins open and bleeding-
smiling face-
tells a lie.
Thoughts are grey-
swirling mist, white vapor-
Want someone to say it's okay-
Just to be.
Tight knots
in my stomach-
coiled and writhing-
like poisonous snakes.
The whys are unknown-
nothing matters here-
in my room-
Barriers resting-
protective and stifling-
between reality-
and this thing called--
Me.
