Thanks and a personal update

[bleedingangel84]

I haven't really posted anything much since I got back from the mountains, so first things first, my heartiest thanks nenne, olimakiella, veritas03 and last, but most certainly not least, the lovely enchanted_jae for my birthday fic, Red Ruffles. You all really helped to make my June a whole lot better than it would've been without you. If there is anyone I've forgotten to thank by name, you have my deepest apologies and sincerest gratitude.

I am sorry I didn't do as I usually would've and leave messages of thanks for each of you individually, but my personal life suffered a downturn after my trip, and I've had a bit of a difficult time adjusting to that. That's no excuse to be rude, I know, but it's all the explanation I can offer.

I've spent most of my time just trying to function as close to normally as I can. Some days I'm okay, and some days I feel like absolute shit and never want to wake up. I can smile and laugh most of the time. I'm not completely hopeless, but I'm not particularly hopeful, either. I just feel like my life went grey. I'm surviving, though. No plans to do anything I shouldn't, so no worries.

Thank you all for listening.

Comments

[veritas03.livejournal.com]

No worries about a thank you message. It was lovely of you to post this. ♥
Don't know what is happening with you - but I hope that you are okay. Take care, sweetie. Be strong. *hugs*

[bleedingangel84.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much. <3 I very much appreciate the support *hugs* I'm trying to be strong.

[nenne.livejournal.com]

I am happy to hear that June was better because of all of us. *hugs*

I hope more colours will filter through soon. In the meantime, hang in there. We're here for you. :)

[bleedingangel84.livejournal.com]

*hugs* Thank you for the encouragement and support. It means a lot to me.

[enchanted-jae.livejournal.com]

You're welcome for the gift!fic, and I hope things take a turn for the better for you soon. *hugs*

[bleedingangel84.livejournal.com]

Thank you so much for writing that for me. I really appreciate it. I'm hoping that things will start to turn around soon. *hugs*