A Prayer to Creator
Jan. 25th, 2013 01:35 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Grant me happy endings, please.
I want no anguish or pain.
Life now is only numbness.
I'm caught between living and death.
Allow me to abstain.
Hope-it hurts to much to bear.
Emptiness-inside, I'm naught but ashes.
I want to fade away.
Let them not mourn me.
Worthless, wretched, imperfect being-
My face is merely a mask.
If they looked in my eyes, they'd see.
They'd cry, wring their hands-walk away.
Shake their heads and say-
"My, didn't she love her misery. What a waste."
White noise-
Grey sky-
Silver blades-
Red blood-
faded roses-
phantoms on the wind-
alone
I want no anguish or pain.
Life now is only numbness.
I'm caught between living and death.
Allow me to abstain.
Hope-it hurts to much to bear.
Emptiness-inside, I'm naught but ashes.
I want to fade away.
Let them not mourn me.
Worthless, wretched, imperfect being-
My face is merely a mask.
If they looked in my eyes, they'd see.
They'd cry, wring their hands-walk away.
Shake their heads and say-
"My, didn't she love her misery. What a waste."
White noise-
Grey sky-
Silver blades-
Red blood-
faded roses-
phantoms on the wind-
alone