Yay me!!!!

[bleedingangel84]

I just wanted to share something amazing with you all. I actually wrote the alphabet with my right hand tonight. I've said before that I have Cerebral Palsy, which means I have motor control issues. My left side has always been my best side, and my right side has been a little less useful to me. For a long time, I couldn't use it very much at all, but recently, I've started to get more control with it. I know it might seem silly to be so happy over this. It looks like a kindergartener wrote it, but some of the letters are actually legible. Which is hugely exciting for me, considering this is the first time I've had the control to actually hold the pen and write with it.  This gives me hope. Hope that I can keep improving and get better. That's worth more than words can express. There are so many times I'm so close to giving up, but this makes me want to keep trying. I did something today I never thought I'd be able to. For once, I'm actually crying happy tears. Yes! I feel proud of myself. It's such a small, tiny thing, but it's everything. I have no words for how overwhelming this feeling is.

I hope you are all having a wonderful day. Much love to all of you.

Comments

[nenne.livejournal.com]

Go you! :) I'm happy for you.

[bleedingangel84.livejournal.com]

Thank you! <3